I am an artist. I am a self-validated artist with a low reach on social media and an undying desire to be heard. As of now I wrote a concept album and an EP, which I sometimes believe will never be put out there on the market. There are times when I wake up and feel as if singing in my room and trying my best to improve is not enough. I'm not enough. I am at a point in my life where I need to look for a job revolving around my freshly finished higher education in marketing. I need to sustain myself as a grown adult in a world that undermines dreams and roads towards real passion.
I am an artist. I am a self-validated artist with a strong urge to create and a low self-esteem that hides behind his notebooks and creative outbursts. I often find myself in the position of giving everything up at the cost of a single person hearing what I have to say through my songs. Did you ever feel that way? Did you ever feel as if nothing matters more to you than music? Your own music?
I am an artist. I am a self-validated artist that fails to find a good way to place himself out there and start the journey that he always longed for. I am an impatient twenty two year old man that puts art above everything else. I put art above everything else. I put art above everything else but does art do the same in exchange for me?
I am an artist. I am just another nothing that fates reality at its best and understand that good things need time and hard work. But working hard and not being able to see practical changes makes you feel static. And being static has only made my inspiration static. And a static inspiration leads to a static artist. And as static as I am as a person I am dynamic as an artist.
I am an artist. But sometimes, it feels as if I'm only dreaming of being an artist and that's not enough.
